What's so difficult in me?

[happygetty]

Sitting in the internet shop because I am not sure what to do in the night is never be easy to me... Gee !! It's not that easy to just run away from this old lame life !!! But internet is the only place I can scream loudly ! Please feel free to send me a message since I will be stucking in here for 2 hours more !..... I know this is a lame... Somebody complained about my tits too in pic above... Who cares?? I am just a P.O.S in real life... Camera is the only one thing that really focus on me... And I can focus in it !!!

Damn... I've got a lot to share... Do you like talkative person???

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[Knocker]

I am just a P.O.S in real life...

Forgive my ignorance but what does P.O.S stand for?

[happygetty]

I am just a P.O.S in real life...

Forgive my ignorance but what does P.O.S stand for?

It's Piece of s....

Sorry but I didnt wanna write rude in here....

Now you got an answer, maybe you like to get a move??

Take care

[happygetty]

I've got a lot to share...
Place I can write out of diary is no where..
Those quotes of the day.. Seem to be so meaningful...
Some people say " Yeah right you are a fool "

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Let me start with " There are no kind of people " in the lame life Fasion TV world...

1.) People who has such a strong willing. They loss weight, they are beautiful and they are happy with their life...
2.) People who has weak willingness. They cant loss any weight, but they do gain.. They are ugly ( outside ) and they are unhappy with their life...

The second group supposed to be me !!! Even more I gain even more I am depress.... Even more I am depress even more I eat... Eat up to the level of stressness ( of work ).... It's like self-abusive but I am so sure that the fact I dont have any friend here is because I am too " different" with those ( beautiful) girls physically !!!

I am still moving... And dont worry .. I will write even more for sure !!

( If you feel sick with this lame forum... Please never come read again... Let me have some space in this website to express my reality...


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[happygetty]

Can you imagine?
I was at Pizza Company alone today.
I ordered too much food again and I ate too much again..
After online for a while here to write something, I am thinking about buying bottle of beer and go home drink alone in front of TV.
I had hard day today at work and I wasnt invited to farewell party of one girl for some reasons...

That's quite alright..
I can see my future right now...

I am going to be found 2 weeks later after I was drunk and collasp.. Mostly my head will bang to the floor and I will loss lots of blood to dead... People will find me with 2 legs missing because 2 dogs I have will be eatting them for 2 weeks to survive... I will be THAT alone..

Lonely person who talks to mom EVERY SINGLE DAY!
And mom complains about something everyday..
Phone peeps, I was hoping it must be a guy
But It was DTAC mobile phone company sent me message what is balance for month Oct...
And some advertisment " Ladies night" from Anna Cafe rest. in Bangkok.........


Can you believe it??
I am still living...
Even with that..
My stomac is so full
And my mind is so empty
Now I let it go again..
Sleep well one more night..


Good bye


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[buksida]

I am going to be found 2 weeks later after I was drunk and collasp.. Mostly my head will bang to the floor and I will loss lots of blood to dead... People will find me with 2 legs missing because 2 dogs I have will be eatting them for 2 weeks to survive.

I get like that every weekend

Don't worry so much, you'll be fine!

[happygetty]

Another working day is gone..
Smiling with guests... Be good butler
Walking like 20 kilos a day around the hotel to escort guests to room and deliver service..
Walking like that never make me loss weight, because I can compensate too much by food for that..
And being " Cheeeze" giving them nice smile even my feet are in pain..

Came back to room and watched some comedy that can give me alive..
Together eating some chippy... Wow that's good for health !!!

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I got SMS from guys in the past.. Guys that I slept with...
Came up with " Sorry pretty lady I was so busy...." bla bla bla bla
One havent contact me for age.. Until I moved here now to Hua Hin... It's too late to meet him 'coz he already misword..

Another one was busy with many hot chicks and I was just " sex mate" for him and nothing else... He doesnt even care like a friend should do... He doesnt care and he refused to give my Victoria's Secret sleep dress back... moron..

I found out that my ex bf is in Thailand... And he doesnt even let me know.. He dumped me and now dating with hot body somewhere in Thailand.. And he told everyone that I am fat.... And he is fit...

You guys know very well that it's so easy to find someone to sleep with.
Even more easiler when you have money...
But they are not your friends right??
Even some suit makers say " Hello my friend !!"
Are they your friends?
You know very well what I mean...
Guys I slept with aren't guys who are my friends..
And they dont wanna be my friends..
Even friends are forever
But some of us prefer some tempolary tamptation..
No I am not a virgin..
And I dont try to hide..
I am just more than desperate..

My words are sinking..
My life is sinking...


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[sezanu]

Shape up little lady, we've all been there.
It's part of being young and restless.

You never knows what tomorrow brings.

[coloradokid]

[Sitting in the internet shop because I am not sure what to do in the night is never be easy to me... Gee !! It's not that easy to just run away from this old lame life !!! But internet is the only place I can scream loudly ! Please feel free to send me a message since I will be stucking in here for 2 hours more !..... ]


Hi Getty, The sun shines and the rainy season is over. If you feel bad, perhaps you can volunteer at a hospital and help people who have disaster in their life. My friend was hit by a car and he would love to have a companion while he was recovering. I am sure that there are many more like him who are lonely and have no one to keep him company.

[happygetty]

Volunteer in the hospital sounds like something that good girl can do.
But I think I am not a good girl..
And I just cant be more depress by seeing some other people who had been attacked by something really horrible.. I would be insane because I know that their diaster is bigger than mine !!

Talk about diaster...
I've got a lot to tell you...
Shall I ruin my life by this big secret I have been covered?
am gonna tell you that later


Cheers !!

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[coloradokid]

Volunteer in the hospital sounds like something that good girl can do. But I think I am not a good girl..

Shall I ruin my life by this big secret I have been covered?
am gonna tell you that later

Dear Getty,

Do you feel out of place in your country, the "Land of Smiles"? Is Thailand a Happy place for HappyGetty"?

What would make you happy. I think the most difficult thing to learn in this life is learning what makes us happy.

[JW]

I think you whine on too much and should get out and have fun. There are people out there much worse off than you. Realize what you have not what you havent.

[Oe]

Woo woo woo ON AND ON AND ON!!!
I have been reading every post from HAPPYGETTY AND I AM SURE THIS IS NOT A Thai Happygetty! Must be some a strange farrang man who took this girls piccies from some site somewhere and write those quite sad messages and post on to HHAD, I don’t know if you are TAKIN DA P*SS to pretend to be a Thai girl on here?
But if you are a real sad Thai Happygetty that ok and I can tell you that you have to keep more sadness to find a friend on HHAD as most people who they post on to here they are sensible person and I don’t think many of them who like to be a friend with some one who is a bit “Ding Dongâ€

[lomuamart]

Was thinking the same thing myself recently, Oe.

[happygetty]

Well....
Maybe I should stop finding friends here.
Because our moderators are right about what they wrote.
" No one wanna be friend with bit crazy person "
To be very honest...
I think problem is me... And that's what I believe for all the time.
I will never have friend if I dont change myself right?

One guy who work in a very very fancy hotel down here in HH called me today. What's the heck? We slept for week and I throught that then I will have friend to hang out with... He was disappeared just like that for 2 weeks !!! I called his hotel and found out that It was all lies he gave me...

2 weeks later he texted me and called me..We met yesterday and had such a relaxing time at Euro Bakery place.. We even had a soft kiss on cheeks and I felt so fine with that kind of friendship... I pretend that something wasnt really happen and I gave him friendship this time. I stepped back and I promised myself not to sleep with him again until we both are so ready to relationship... What happened? He called me just an hour ago and arrange the meeting.. That's why I am in Hua Hin town now.. I called him and told him that I am in Hua Hin... But he is disappearing... Again....

So that's why I am sitting here in internet cafe nearby Euro guesthouse.. Think about what to eat ( alone ) tonight... And I know that I am gonna be alone for long time..

Dear moderators.. I have to apologise that I am in such a mood... And it made you think that I am fake and that I am desperate farang somewhere.. Maybe you should come to internet cafe opposite of Euro guest house sometime in a evening and look for fat girl who looks so desperate with her life.. That's me..

PM me if you wanna prove if I am real or not...
believe me... Nothing can be sad more than being left alone...
I have been travelled to many places in the world..
I found out that my home is just myself..

And yes... I will live with myself for long...


Cheers

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